thinking on the past

So lately I have been thinking of my ex most likely because its almost been a year now and she just had a birthday but any ways I find it a little odd to think of her because I thought I was past all this and I know I have changed a lot in this year. I have had more partners in this year then ever before ha ha and I am still clean so that is good. I am going to start on a different degree in a new job field that I've wanted to do from the day I was asked what I wanted to do when I grow up. I've got new friends and new hobbies well the friends aren't that new but I hang with them more now ha ha. Yes I know I am rambling but I haven't slept in a wile now and this is whats on my mind keeping me up so I was like maybe if I wright it down I can get some sleep so back to what I was saying I randomly been thinking of her for the past couple of weeks its not like OMG I wish I was with her right now but more like I still like her and I wouldn't mind being with her again if that makes any seanse ha ha. I dont think half the things I think of sound right when I say them out loud but hay what can you do. In other news I got my first toy in a long time I really dont like hopefully this weekend or so I will sit down and do the review for it seeing as I haven't gotten to use it that much because I dont always have some one to test out my toys with now a days but I manage some how ha ha. Well I am going to try and sleep again see yall later have a nice day and I hope you have a good new year ^_^

HNT

So after a little over a month of not posting i am going to do a HNT just for you guys haha hope you like

my self

So apparently some of the girls are starting to think guys don't have body image issues but I know that I have them and I am sure that I’m not the only one out there. You may be asking yourself what kind of body image issues could a young male sex toy reviewer and blogger have? Well all kinds of them, like I always think I am fat I know I am not by the standard but I have a gut and I think it makes me look fat. This I believe is caused by me not wanting to look like my dad when I get older. Seeing as most of you don’t know my dad is highly over weight and has problems walking most days. Something else I am highly self conscious of is my ass yes I have one and it is bigger than most guys I know or have seen. I wasn’t really that self-conscious till I got in to high school and some kids pointed out to me how odd it was that I was a guy and had an ass. So for a while I wouldn’t were tight pants and sat a lot so no one would notice but now I am a little better it’s just when I am naked now. One of the worst things that has ever happened so far is after this one time me and my one partner were trying out pegging and it wasn't anything I ever did before but I was very interested in; then after this amazing time it was all killed with one sound "eww" I was so embarrassed and I almost never wanted to try pegging again after that. I slowly got over it but I am still iffy sometimes about it. I think I am crazy some times because of the things I think like with this new thing I am reviewing that I have to use every night. My partner seen me in it and giggled then I hid under the covers so she couldn't see why I did this I don’t know it just felt odd and uncomfortable. My last partner also gave my another issue about body hair I think it is normal to have some but now in some places I can’t stand it and I think it looks grouse. Surprisingly I think I have the fewest amount of issues with my cock like I think most guys would have because I always tell people it is small, even though it is about average, so when someone sees it it’s bigger then what they were thinking and no one is let down so it is like my little safety net. These things are what I think about all the time and they can get in the way of other things I want to do some times but it is what I live with every day. Hopefully one day I won’t have them anymore but till then I won’t go to the beach as much as I want, I won’t go out topless, and I won’t go streaking for the fun of it.

Under The Bed Restraint System

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hay all ^_^

Sorry for not posting lately I been busy with school and other things going on in my life haha its been crazy with a lot of up and downs but for the most part right now I think I am doing good I will try to post a review about one of my toys that I got to use soon ^_^ maybe tonight wile I am all hooked up for another review that is going to take for ever haha well any ways sorry again hope to get more up soon so I can hear from you.

THANKS

Well thanks to the lovely people over at sextoys.com I have this lovely present
and a vary nice letter =)

thanks so much I cant wait to try it out =)

Drum roll please

So we did our little thing and now we know the winners haha and I am sure you want to know too but first lets look at all the people that got in on this =)

If you are trying to figure out the numbers it was to make it easier on us =)
and now on to the winners =)

This is right before the we shook up the box to get the winner of the lube =) and of course the person with the most entries Sammi is the winner one one of my three fav lubes from EF

And this is right before the what most people wanted the wonderful O2
that I love and I am sure you we too =)

And the winner is a wonderful person that is good at making people horny =) haha maybe I should let you guess who I am talking about haha.














Oh I wouldnt do that to you guys it is the lovely Jess =) I hope you all had fun and I hope to have another contest some time =)