thinking on the past

So lately I have been thinking of my ex most likely because its almost been a year now and she just had a birthday but any ways I find it a little odd to think of her because I thought I was past all this and I know I have changed a lot in this year. I have had more partners in this year then ever before ha ha and I am still clean so that is good. I am going to start on a different degree in a new job field that I've wanted to do from the day I was asked what I wanted to do when I grow up. I've got new friends and new hobbies well the friends aren't that new but I hang with them more now ha ha. Yes I know I am rambling but I haven't slept in a wile now and this is whats on my mind keeping me up so I was like maybe if I wright it down I can get some sleep so back to what I was saying I randomly been thinking of her for the past couple of weeks its not like OMG I wish I was with her right now but more like I still like her and I wouldn't mind being with her again if that makes any seanse ha ha. I dont think half the things I think of sound right when I say them out loud but hay what can you do. In other news I got my first toy in a long time I really dont like hopefully this weekend or so I will sit down and do the review for it seeing as I haven't gotten to use it that much because I dont always have some one to test out my toys with now a days but I manage some how ha ha. Well I am going to try and sleep again see yall later have a nice day and I hope you have a good new year ^_^

HNT

So after a little over a month of not posting i am going to do a HNT just for you guys haha hope you like

my self

So apparently some of the girls are starting to think guys don't have body image issues but I know that I have them and I am sure that I’m not the only one out there. You may be asking yourself what kind of body image issues could a young male sex toy reviewer and blogger have? Well all kinds of them, like I always think I am fat I know I am not by the standard but I have a gut and I think it makes me look fat. This I believe is caused by me not wanting to look like my dad when I get older. Seeing as most of you don’t know my dad is highly over weight and has problems walking most days. Something else I am highly self conscious of is my ass yes I have one and it is bigger than most guys I know or have seen. I wasn’t really that self-conscious till I got in to high school and some kids pointed out to me how odd it was that I was a guy and had an ass. So for a while I wouldn’t were tight pants and sat a lot so no one would notice but now I am a little better it’s just when I am naked now. One of the worst things that has ever happened so far is after this one time me and my one partner were trying out pegging and it wasn't anything I ever did before but I was very interested in; then after this amazing time it was all killed with one sound "eww" I was so embarrassed and I almost never wanted to try pegging again after that. I slowly got over it but I am still iffy sometimes about it. I think I am crazy some times because of the things I think like with this new thing I am reviewing that I have to use every night. My partner seen me in it and giggled then I hid under the covers so she couldn't see why I did this I don’t know it just felt odd and uncomfortable. My last partner also gave my another issue about body hair I think it is normal to have some but now in some places I can’t stand it and I think it looks grouse. Surprisingly I think I have the fewest amount of issues with my cock like I think most guys would have because I always tell people it is small, even though it is about average, so when someone sees it it’s bigger then what they were thinking and no one is let down so it is like my little safety net. These things are what I think about all the time and they can get in the way of other things I want to do some times but it is what I live with every day. Hopefully one day I won’t have them anymore but till then I won’t go to the beach as much as I want, I won’t go out topless, and I won’t go streaking for the fun of it.

Under The Bed Restraint System

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hay all ^_^

Sorry for not posting lately I been busy with school and other things going on in my life haha its been crazy with a lot of up and downs but for the most part right now I think I am doing good I will try to post a review about one of my toys that I got to use soon ^_^ maybe tonight wile I am all hooked up for another review that is going to take for ever haha well any ways sorry again hope to get more up soon so I can hear from you.

THANKS

Well thanks to the lovely people over at sextoys.com I have this lovely present
and a vary nice letter =)

thanks so much I cant wait to try it out =)

Drum roll please

So we did our little thing and now we know the winners haha and I am sure you want to know too but first lets look at all the people that got in on this =)

If you are trying to figure out the numbers it was to make it easier on us =)
and now on to the winners =)

This is right before the we shook up the box to get the winner of the lube =) and of course the person with the most entries Sammi is the winner one one of my three fav lubes from EF

And this is right before the what most people wanted the wonderful O2
that I love and I am sure you we too =)

And the winner is a wonderful person that is good at making people horny =) haha maybe I should let you guess who I am talking about haha.














Oh I wouldnt do that to you guys it is the lovely Jess =) I hope you all had fun and I hope to have another contest some time =)

STOP

Okay all stop typing it is all over no more enterys of any kind will be taken you can still send stories if you want I love ever last one I got =) you guys are amazing and maybe someday we can do some of what was in your stories haha I am at work so you wont know the winner till I get home so I you dont have to sit on the edge oh your sets for hours go have fun and come back in 4 hrs. hope you all have a good day =)

HNT: After Math

This is the after math of my babe and me
having a lot of fun =)

just because

I know some of you wanted to see how the cake turned out so here are some pics of it =)

Yes it dose say ninten ran out of room haha

Even got all the slots and the fan vent on the side =)

The power button is a little funny had
to find a way to use up the icing

ok just one last shot of the cake haha

And thesis are some cupcakes they were going to be controllers
but my friend jumped the gun and started on them
with out me haha still tasted really good =)

HNT: frosting haha

This is what my babe did to me wile we were making my cake =)
it is kinda fuzzy because it was taken by a phone but it is funny =)

My BIG B-Day Contest

So here it is that thing I was telling you about that is so amazing that even you have to be happy on my B-Day =). EdenFantasys and Tantus are letting me giveaway some amazing things. First up we have EdenFantasys they are going to give you the choice of one of my three favorite lubes which if you didnt know are the Toko silicone lubricant, Wet body glide in the cherry, and Maximus. Then we have Tantus giving one of my favorite toys from them that I already have the O2 Niagara. I am sure by now you want to know how can I get in on this I just have to know well there are a couple of ways you can get in on this you can do the ever growwing way of followwing me and tweeting about it =) only one tweet a day will be counted this will get you enterd for both. Then if you want to be enterd for your choice of lube leave a comment on your favorite slippery situation. If you want to enter for the tantus toy leave me a comment with a story of me and you using a Tantus toy. You can enter both if you want or you coul just enter one it is all up to you if you want some extra credit you can post a link to this contest on your blog or site and post the link here =). This is going to go on for the next 7 days so at "12 in the after noon"♫ (haha had to do that) one week from now I will pick out the winners.

Its my B-Day

So it is finally my birthday =) after a log ass year of ups and downs haha. (right now I would say I am on a up.) So all yesterday well at lest from the time I got up I was working on the cake (seen below) it is three layers lol and yes that is home made frosting and it is perple but you cant really see that. I still have to decorate it then it will be good to eat. In between making the layers I had to help put to gather the party for today because some one couldnt get there friends to help out like they wanted haha. From what we got so far it should be fun not too many people but the real fun will start later that night because thanks to edenfantasys I am getting a feeldoe and a Xtreme pack that I cant wait to use. later today I will have a little something for all of you to celabrate my birthday hope you all have a good day.

EdenFantasys

Hay all Eden is giving away a $100 gift card Yes thats right $100 you cant spend how ever you like on anything you want but you must go here to enter.

HNT: Pure

My babe is trying to steel my pure wand haha
happy HNT all

Just talk

So I just felt like talking about things going on in my life seeing as I haven't posted in a wile now. I finally have walls put up in my room and now we are working on the electrical for the room. I got signed up for classes finally haha I have been putting it off for a wile now. Been spending most of the summer hanging out with friends working and just sitting around at home. It will be my B-day in a little over a week and I cant wait to see what my girlfriend has planed I think it will be mostly her friends but I don't really have a lot of friends that live close to come hang and with us so it is all good. Well that is all that has been going on here hope the rest of you are having a good summer too.

tenga follow up

Ok well I have had my tenga for about 9 months now and it is still the best sleeve I have. It is a little more trickier to fully clean then I originally wrote about just because of all the little places that you can easily over look some times. The air bubble in mine still hasn't popped but it looks like it is getting closer; but over all I still really love this toy. It provides a lot of different sensations that makes it hard to get tired of. Oh and you can get funny comments if you leave it out some times for example the first time my mom seen it she asked me if it was an air freshener. If you take care of this toy it will last for a long time and you will have a lot of fun with it. If you want to see the oraganl review it is here at EdenFantasys.

this is my tenga after almost 9 months

bondage tape

So my girl friend decided to get some Bondage tape because she cant stay still wile I am going down on her. This tape works well most of the time but if I don't tie her up just right she can slip out with out much trouble and the longer you have the tape on the easier it gets to slip out of seeing as you get sweaty after about 25 mins. or so. One thing to make sure of though is you should have some good working scissors just in case you need to get out in a hurry. This tape is hard to roll back up because it sticks to its self and vary well I might add. If you are thinking about trying some light bondage and don't want to pay a lot this is a good way to go.

This is as good as I could get it raped back up after some extended use.

Orgasmic Tendencies

1. What’s your favourite way to have an orgasm?

If I can sex

2. Do you use a sex toy? Hands? or both?

Most of the time both.

3. Do you have a favourite time of day or night that you like to pleasure yourself or have sex?

No any time of the day is good be it 4am or 9 in the after noon.

4. Do you feel you have different types of orgasms?

Yes, yes I do =P

5. Do you have a position or a technique that always guarantees an orgasm?

I have one for sex and one for getting off and they are both really fun =D

6. Is having your clit directly stimulated pleasurable for you? What about after an orgasm?

Well seeing as a penis is an over grown clit yes it is and most of the time I like it after.

7. Do you masturbate/pleasure yourself?

Of course I do. Don't you?

8. Has your self pleasuring repertoire/routine/technique changed or evolved over time?

Not too much but every now and again its fun to change things up.

9. Are sex toys part of your self pleasuring or with a partner? Or both?

Again I am going to have to say both.

10. If you enjoy using sex toys how often do you upgrade your equipment?

Lol well when ever I can get some good free stuff or if I can hold on to my money long enough to buy some. Then again I really like what I have now.

11. Whats the most intense orgasm you have ever had?

Oh this one time I was being fucked by my girlfriend and was using the tanga at the same time OMG it was amazing.

12. How often do you orgasm? Daily, more than once a day, weekly, monthly….???

ok yeah this is kinda odd but I would have to say 5 times a day on average some times more some times less.

13. Do you regard orgasm to be a stress reliever?

Not really I don't have a lot of stress it just feels really good =D

14. What happens to you after orgasm? Full of energy, a bit lala or ready to go to sleep?

Well half time I am full of energy that other half it is beddy by time

15. Have you ever squirted?

Well seeing as I am a guy I do almost every time.

16. Do you fantasize when you masturbate? Or do you just get right down to it?

Both depends on what mood I am in.

17. What do you like about having an orgasm? Is it important you have an orgasm every time?

I like every thing about having an orgasm but it isn't highly inportant I have one every time as long of my partner is good I am happy.

sexbloggercalendar

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Wrong turn on the way to Mount Olympus

Well this ring was sapost to get me to Mount Olympus but they relocated it shortly after this got around. You know can't have mear mortals in Olympus after all. You can read more about it here.

One high maintenance star

New review up go check it out here

My Wishlist for Ginger Leigh’s Fabulous Shopping Spree

We Vibe

I had one of these with my ex and it was amazing but sadly she caped it so I want to get a new one.
$125.49

Feeldoe Stout

I have been looking at the Feeldoe line for a wile now and out of all of them this one looks the most fun.
$120.89

NEA White

I love the toys for lelo and this toy is amazing it would drive my girlfriend nuts when I tease her.
$85.19

LUNA Beads

What better way to whip those vaginal mussels into shape then with the stylish luna beads
$55.49

Peekaboo Pole Dancing Kit

Who wouldn't want your oun personal pole to dance on and it comes with play money =)
$135.99

Adult Toybox (Black Textured)

Sadly all of my toy containers are full and I still got a lot of toys to put up so this sexy case would be amazing.
$67.49

Ultra Realistic Cock and Ass

I have wanted this for a long time now what could be more fun then a threesome without the hassles of a third person.
$154.89


Grand total $745.43

Surprisingly it is really hard to spend $1000 so this is all I would want and Ginger Leigh can spend the rest on her self =) for giving us this wonderful chance
FIND CONTEST RULES HERE.

Hay Epiphora

My good... Well I want to say friend but we don't talk much hopefully that will change soon =) Epiphora is having a give away on her blog here; so you should all go check it out and give her much love.

HNT

Hay all I know i'm not really half naked but
this was a gift from my girl for our 2 months
Thanks babe

School is out

So yeah needless to say i drop off the face of the planet for a wile because of finals and all that jazz but now I am free and can get back to work I hope to get some work up some time soon hopefully with in this week see you all later.

HNT

=) It's a hip happy HNT

Hello sadly I don't think I am going to put up a review today I have been trying to do a video for the past 4hrs. and I think they all sucked so I will try a little more when I get home from collage but if I cant get it right I will have to try tomorrow. I am really sorry I keep pushing off the time I just want the first one to be good.

Sorry

Sorry guys I forgot about some test I had to take so I didn't have time to make the video for you but I will try to do it on Monday or Tuesday.

update

So it seems like I am doing a lot of things that are not reviews manly because I haven't got any to do right now seeing as I only work for Eden Fantasys right now and I am having troble getting a hold of the person I need to talk to. This got me to a thinking and I thought I could do some of my old toys and let you know how they are holding up and if I have had any problems with them to this pont in time. I still dont know what I would start with but I will find something if I dont get ahold of Eden by the end of today. Meaning I will do it on saturday and try to post it the same day if not I will do it on sunday. Hope you all have a good weekend.

HNT

This is me and my kitty lol I figured I had to put up a HNT because every one I know does it (yeah I joined the band wagon)
Hope you all like it :)

Cam

So tonight I was playing with my cam and going to show you all some of the cool things it can do but sadly the audio is extremely bad and you can't hear me over the computer. Lucky for me I have another cam that works really well just no effects straight from the cam I will have to add them in myself.just so you all know how bad this cam stinks and that I am not making it up here it is (even though I just want to delete it and pretend it was never made.)

Tonight I was having another restless night then I seen my pure wand from njoy sitting next to my bed; so I thought some fun might help me get to sleep. I grabbed my pure wand and some lube then quickly got back under my covers and started to have some fun. The curve of the pure wand is just right to hit my p-spot in a way that pushes me to the edge and can keep me there for a wile. The nice hard metal lets you insert it easily and is good if you like hot or cold play (with summer coming cold play sounds like a good idea). But sadly after two hours of fun and mutable climaxes with the pure wand I am still up.

If you would like to try the pure wand you can get it from Eden Fantasys it is great for both G-spot and P-spot.

Hello

Hi all this is Bucking Bill and due to lots of things that happened from the start of the year I haven't been that into reviewing and I wasn't sure if I still wanted to after every thing that happened but I have chosen to put more time into this and review more. Am not the best writer so I am going to try to do videos and I hope all of you that read this will like them. Every once and a wile I might do some other things that aren't reviews.

Thanks for reading,
Bucking Bill